I need to take a minute and celebrate how amazing my daughter is. It is true that she has entered her Terrible Twos. Tantrums, “NO!”, ignoring Mommy and Daddy and manic mood swings are now becoming normal in our house hold. But, with these dark, “what was I on when I decided to have a child” moments comes leaps and bounds in her development that I am completely enjoying.

On Wednesday, Livi learned how to jump off a step with two feet and land with two feet. This takes a lot of concentration and balance for her but she was so proud of herself! I was pretty proud of her too 🙂

On Saturday, she counted to 10, then on Sunday, she went to 13! This is so crazy to me because we have just been concentrating on getting to 3! Jon’s mom had been babysitting her and said that she had done this. I passed it off as a Grandma thinking her grand-baby is a genius and believed she really didn’t do it. Then, on Sunday, she was counting the steps at a party we were at, very clearly! Numerous people heard her. Kids are such sponges… NEVER underestimate them! She does tend to prefer to start her epic counting sessions at 3 or 4 for we are working on that 🙂

Her vocabulary is incredible. She can almost have a real conversation. She can even answer questions about what she did yesterday, or what she saw. Before, we’d always have to prompt her or only get a response about what she had just immediately seen. I had asked her what she did on the weekend with Daddy while I was away and she told me “fun at Gramma’s”. She loves talking on the phone now too… probably because she sees me doing it so much. She has a little trouble holding a conversation on it though and tends to just babble a lot. She also sings along to the ipod or television, even if she doesn’t know the words. It is pretty cute.

My tom-boy, dirty, dare devil is developing her feminine side a lot more lately too. She has become quite the little accessorizer. Jon has a necklace that he wears frequently, so she wants to wear a necklace too. She will keep it on for the entire day too. I do get a little worried about it though, because it is too big for her, I don’t want it to get caught while she is playing. I put my wedding ring on for the first time in months and then she wanted one too. I found a toe ring that could fit her and she wore it for an hour. She asks me to put nail polish on her, or to cut her nails. She wears sunglasses on her face and in her hair like Mommy, and asked for earrings! Daddy said no 🙂

Okay, that’s all I can think of at the moment. She should be getting up from her nap soon anyway. I’ll add some picture on here tomorrow. I also have to post about my fun girls night in Victoria! Check back soon 🙂

I’m feeling a little stressed out with life right now. I know that it is understandable with everything going on and I was even expecting it, but it still doesn’t make things easier. I’m going to take a minute to vent about everything. I’m big in to verbal processing 🙂

The biggest thing on my mind right now is the fact that our condo hasn’t sold yet. Our realtor doesn’t think that it is not a problem with our place or the price, just the real estate market. No comparable condo’s have sold since we’ve listed. I’m starting to get quite worried about it though. We have committed to moving in July and I don’t relish the thought of paying for two places. The plan was to move in order to save money, not max ourselves out! Now I’m starting to think about cutting the price… but how much do we drop it. We were already just going to be able to break even. If we lower the price, we’ll be taking a financial hit!

The house issue is worrying me a bit more this month because of all the extra bills we have paid off this week. We had to pay a $1200 tax bill that I didn’t realize we had because I forgot to claim some income of Jon’s. It may end up being more too because of possible interest. I also paid a $600 property tax bill. Plus I bought a new kitchen table and chairs… okay that one was an un-necessary expense, but it is really pretty 🙂 The chairs we have are not safe any longer and I got the table and chairs for the price of just the chairs! The expense of moving is looming at the back of my mind too. We’ll do it all ourselves, with friends, but we still have to rent a truck and buy lunch and beer for our helpers!

I’ve had a lot of paperwork that I am putting off right now too. I’m good at procrastinating those things. A letter is due for the Chosen Children CRA application, student loan paperwork is due, all the changes of address stuff needs to be started, some more forms will need to be completed in a few weeks for our dossier,  a bank account needs to be started for Chosen Children, and I’m still trying to figure stuff out with that tax bill that I just paid!

All of this needs to be attended too, plus stuff I’m sure I am forgetting, while keeping the house clean, in case we have any showings, keeping Livi entertained, feeding my family (we’ve been eating out a lot this month, not good for my financial worries!), trying to be a good wife and friend, and working way more than I usually do (four shifts this week alone!).

I don’t think I’ve been the best at juggling everything very well. I’m feeling drained most days and I’m getting pretty snappy too. I’m sure Jon is not appreciating that very much. I know that things are not as big as I am making them but I can’t help but worry sometimes! So, now I’m procrastinating even more by letting Livi watch cartoons and writing on the blog!

Okay, I’m done venting… and I need to get ready for work 😦 I know this will pass and I will prioritize and get everything done. I always do! If you are the praying kind though, could you pray that our place sells… NOW! Thanks 🙂